So, after about 15 months, that was the end of working for Starbucks. You know, it was a pretty good experience. It was my first "real" job, having to deal with people (it's difficult), learn to be efficient, that kind of thing. I really never expected to work this past year, but it just turned out that way.
I enjoyed the discount, the free weekly pound of coffee, the people I met, and the knowledge gained. I appreciate the resume-padding, the food-eating (yum), and the wallet stuffing, of course.
There were frustrating moments. Moments where I embarrassed myself. Or humiliated myself. Or found myself incapable.
But you know what... it was a learning experience. I don't regret it at all. Even though I'll be going to Waterloo and not working while I'm studying... because I'm in a Co-Op program, I can go into those interviews knowing what it is like to have been in an interview. To be able to confidently say that I understand what it is to be stressed (though, to be fair, I'd hardly call working at Starbucks stressful, most of the time). I can flaunt my credentials.
Oh, and that new Vivanno stuff is good too.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
PUs
For those who are curious, PU is a term for Parental Unit. And no, it's not an actual term. I think my sister invented it at one point when speaking to others, as a way of saying she needed parental permission. (Something like... "I need to ask my PUs first").
Which leads me into what I have been thinking about. How important is it to follow our parents religiously? Exodus 20:12 clearly states that. But to what extent?
I mean, it is relatively clear that we should honour our parents when possible. However... should we listen when they ask us to falsify about our age to get a cheaper fee? To tell someone a lie about the parents' whereabouts? To refuse to help someone?
And then, of course, there's always the question between our wills, our parents' wills, and God's will. Clearly, one should be followed. But how do we approach this?
At the same time, this makes it too easy to disobey our parents and to go our own way. Just throw in that excuse, and voila!
Anyway, just a short blurb. Just in my head right now, making me think...
Which leads me into what I have been thinking about. How important is it to follow our parents religiously? Exodus 20:12 clearly states that. But to what extent?
I mean, it is relatively clear that we should honour our parents when possible. However... should we listen when they ask us to falsify about our age to get a cheaper fee? To tell someone a lie about the parents' whereabouts? To refuse to help someone?
And then, of course, there's always the question between our wills, our parents' wills, and God's will. Clearly, one should be followed. But how do we approach this?
At the same time, this makes it too easy to disobey our parents and to go our own way. Just throw in that excuse, and voila!
Anyway, just a short blurb. Just in my head right now, making me think...
Monday, July 28, 2008
A New Computer!
Well, today my father and I went and got a MacBook Pro (15-inch). Very cool stuff. It also came with an iPod Touch (sweet). I've been fooling around with it for a bit and it's quite user-friendly. I think I may stick to Macs more often now.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Theology and "Irreparable Differences"
The sermon today at the church that I will soon be leaving was held by a guest speaker. The man, an Asian, humourous fellow, professed his belief in Calvinism. While prefacing his sermon with the fact that he is not necessarily right on everything, and that church members should follow the teachings of their individual churches (?), he did offer a staunch defense, armed with passages from the Bible and quotes from well-known Christians. The main argument of his was that predestination is real, and that God elects people who, when hearing the word of God, would come to accept it (while all others would not). He also said that it is impossible to know one is actually saved until Jesus returns or he or she leaves this Earth. Other arguments essentially defended Calvinism, mythbusting the rebuttals that claim that Calvinism makes evangelism or whatnot worthless.
Of course, this angered some people. Clearly, if this is true, it would be natural for some people to develop a dislike for God, as the preacher seemed to allude to the fact that God picked people to perish (the verses in scripture supported this). It also makes no reference to The Fall... did God know that was coming? Logically, the answer would be yes. But it doesn't seem that way.
Anyway, I'm not here to argue about Calvinism against Arminianism. My question is, while theologically, there are complete opposites, and really have a profound effect on our world... does it really matter to us at this point? It's good to be knowledgeable (and I am happy to see the sermon come up... honestly, it's appalling to see how many people don't realize that the church we attend believes in predestination)... but should it change the way we act?
Both still promote the Ten Commandments. Honestly, I don't think our behavior should change, regardless of what we believe. And I think that one does not need to know the correct theology (as if that wasn't hard enough) to be a Christian.
So yes. It was a great sermon, and it opened the eyes of many. But we have to remember... it's not everything.
Of course, this angered some people. Clearly, if this is true, it would be natural for some people to develop a dislike for God, as the preacher seemed to allude to the fact that God picked people to perish (the verses in scripture supported this). It also makes no reference to The Fall... did God know that was coming? Logically, the answer would be yes. But it doesn't seem that way.
Anyway, I'm not here to argue about Calvinism against Arminianism. My question is, while theologically, there are complete opposites, and really have a profound effect on our world... does it really matter to us at this point? It's good to be knowledgeable (and I am happy to see the sermon come up... honestly, it's appalling to see how many people don't realize that the church we attend believes in predestination)... but should it change the way we act?
Both still promote the Ten Commandments. Honestly, I don't think our behavior should change, regardless of what we believe. And I think that one does not need to know the correct theology (as if that wasn't hard enough) to be a Christian.
So yes. It was a great sermon, and it opened the eyes of many. But we have to remember... it's not everything.
Friday, July 25, 2008
Leaving
I've hashed and rehashed the subject of leaving for postsecondary already.
But there may be another change I have to make.
With a heavy heart, and after talking to a few very close friends, I have decided that, after August (when I finish playing the piano for the worship team), I will not be returning to Fujian Evangelical Church, at least not in the near future.
Looking introspectively, I found that I have not been growing at the church for a long time now. In fact, I'm unsure why I still attend. In the past, I had no choice, car-less and without a way to attend elsewhere, I went alongside my parents. However, with the freedom now to choose any church I wish (Celine chose Thrive, and I applaud her bravery for that), it is time to move. With Waterloo coming up, I will be at a new church anyway. But I don't see myself coming back to FEC, even during Christmastime or whatnot.
As a traditional Chinese Church, things will always be done a certain way. Our church seems to have been encompassed in a time capsule, never changing or growing. While major events (such as the one two years ago) do occur, shaking up things, in the larger picture, they are just minor blips on an unmoving object. Take a look. Things don't change. Same people, same types of events, same whatever.
Why do we go to church? Do we go for real, pure, reasons (To Worship God? To Learn More?) Or do we go for friends, family, whatever?
I think the answer for me became very clear. And it's time to fix it.
I'm done.
The door isn't locked, but it's closed.
But there may be another change I have to make.
With a heavy heart, and after talking to a few very close friends, I have decided that, after August (when I finish playing the piano for the worship team), I will not be returning to Fujian Evangelical Church, at least not in the near future.
Looking introspectively, I found that I have not been growing at the church for a long time now. In fact, I'm unsure why I still attend. In the past, I had no choice, car-less and without a way to attend elsewhere, I went alongside my parents. However, with the freedom now to choose any church I wish (Celine chose Thrive, and I applaud her bravery for that), it is time to move. With Waterloo coming up, I will be at a new church anyway. But I don't see myself coming back to FEC, even during Christmastime or whatnot.
As a traditional Chinese Church, things will always be done a certain way. Our church seems to have been encompassed in a time capsule, never changing or growing. While major events (such as the one two years ago) do occur, shaking up things, in the larger picture, they are just minor blips on an unmoving object. Take a look. Things don't change. Same people, same types of events, same whatever.
Why do we go to church? Do we go for real, pure, reasons (To Worship God? To Learn More?) Or do we go for friends, family, whatever?
I think the answer for me became very clear. And it's time to fix it.
I'm done.
The door isn't locked, but it's closed.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Agape
Where do I find this?
It's not in my closet.
Nor on my computer.
Not in my car, or at school.
And it's sometimes definitely not found in the way I am towards others.
It's not in my closet.
Nor on my computer.
Not in my car, or at school.
And it's sometimes definitely not found in the way I am towards others.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Taking Sides
Yesterday, I was at a party when I noticed something interesting. Everyone in attendance held a certain belief.
Now, this isn't, in itself, what is wrong with the situation.
The real problem lies in the fact that everyone invited held a certain side in a relatively large argument. The more saddening part? This argument happened almost two years ago now.
Which brings me to the fact that wounds take a long time to heal. One would expect that adults could learn to forgive. Clearly, it is not human nature to do so.
To be fair, I'm sure that the flip side has happened, that the other "side" has had the same things as well. That doesn't make it right. For everyone. This only divides further, and, if it continues, will create a neverending cycle downwards.
In short... the healing process has stalled. Or hasn't begun. People from all over will point to others as the reasons behind this failure to reunite... but everyone is to blame.
That's not to say that things should be swept under the rug. But we don't have to yell.
As for the party, it was a ton of fun hanging out with the other children (who, I suppose, are quite innocent from this mess), but that didn't mean that this lingered on the back of my mind.
Now, this isn't, in itself, what is wrong with the situation.
The real problem lies in the fact that everyone invited held a certain side in a relatively large argument. The more saddening part? This argument happened almost two years ago now.
Which brings me to the fact that wounds take a long time to heal. One would expect that adults could learn to forgive. Clearly, it is not human nature to do so.
To be fair, I'm sure that the flip side has happened, that the other "side" has had the same things as well. That doesn't make it right. For everyone. This only divides further, and, if it continues, will create a neverending cycle downwards.
In short... the healing process has stalled. Or hasn't begun. People from all over will point to others as the reasons behind this failure to reunite... but everyone is to blame.
That's not to say that things should be swept under the rug. But we don't have to yell.
As for the party, it was a ton of fun hanging out with the other children (who, I suppose, are quite innocent from this mess), but that didn't mean that this lingered on the back of my mind.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
My Ten Favourite Songs of All Time
I don't know what compelled me to write this, but I want to throw out some plugs. Listening to these songs again remind me of the sentimental and enjoyable feelings I had. They range in genre and artist (a lot of Nichole Nordeman), but all have influenced me in some small way.
10. Mandy Moore - Only Hope
Although this was originally performed by Switchfoot, I just love the way Mandy sings this one (A Walk To Remember). The piano accompaniment beats the one provided by Switchfoot, and the lyrics never fail to astound me.
The lyrics are a bit vague, which is why some understandably think it's about a relationship with a guy. But nonetheless, they are written beautifully, referencing the longing to be with God and the struggles in our journey there.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=U4DjOTfz1ik)
9. Joy Williams - I'm In Love With You
This acoustic-based love song (guitar/piano throughout) is just exceptional. The background doesn't impede, but enhances the words coming out of Joy's mouth. Creative references such as "leaving dreams" avoid repetitive cliques (although there are some in this song). I've played this a few times on the guitar, and I love it. Aside from "I Will Be Here" (from Steven Curtis Chapman), this is the song I love to perform for others.
Actually, I don't know why I adore this song. I can't really pinpoint what is so amazing about it. It's definitely a case where the sum is greater than its parts. So, yes, listen to it. It makes you wonder why Joy had to retire from singing.
(Link: http://www.myspace.com/joywilliamsmusic)
8. Nichole Nordeman - Every Season
So it is with You
And how You make me new
With every season’s change
And so it will be
As You are re-creating me
Summer, autumn, winter, spring
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=-dwpdZdvCl8)
7. Sufjan Stevens - The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades Is Out to Get Us!
Yes, the title is abnormally long. Classic Sufjan stuff. This piano ballad is a story of how Sufjan lost his best friend through some seemingly harmless joke or whatnot (the song is not very clear on this). The beauty that emanates throughout, however, is something to be adored. From a build-up from an acoustic guitar to a full band (including some more classical orchestra instruments) and a dying down to a mere simple conclusion. Just listen to it and find out for yourself.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=Rf5kG8drKaM)
6. Something Like Silas - Anchor of My Soul
The only worship song I have on this list (I'm generally not a tremendous fan of worship music... it's nice, but I find it a bit repetitive, lacking creativity and sometimes boring), it is, in fact, one of the less creative songs churned out by one of the best worship artists I've ever heard. The lead band of the modern church Flood, this band has come up with some great stuff (including using allusions and references not common in music) that vary from the awfully quiet to the rock-like tunes. However, this tune is relatively simplistic. It talks about how we've sinned, and is a plea for forgiveness from the One himself. I've played it once at Kairos Worship before, it's unfortunate I never got to follow up on this song.
(Couldn't find a link... sorry)
5. Nichole Nordeman - To Know You
Be patient with my doubt
I'm just tryin' to figure out Your will
And I really want to know You still
One of her first biggest hits, Nichole's sheer honesty comes out in this song, something we, unfortunately, rarely see in music nowadays. Others disguise their weakness, talking about God's holiness and grace. That's cool too (except when the songs all start sounding the same). But Nichole takes a totally different approach in this piece. She admits that she sometimes doubts God's existence, comparing herself to the disciple Thomas. At the end, Nichole makes a pledge to become more strong and adamant in her faith. Unlike most of her stronger pieces, this one does not involve her playing on the piano (much), but the lyrics remain powerful and true.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=13JKVABz5p0)
4. Nichole Nordeman - Why (Live)
Nichole writes this in the perspective of a young girl in Jesus' time on Earth. This piano ballad (I don't know if she ever recorded it... she performed it live and it ended up on one of her CDs) is astounding. It's believable (the way it is written could be from a young girl), and the different tones of voice and whatnot between Nichole, Jesus and God are interwoven perfectly.
The end climaxes with some powerful vocals and powerful accompaniment. Nichole is an amazing pianist. I can only aspire to be like her.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=BESAc3LRrUg)
3. Avalon - You Were There
Although Avalon has tailed off recently, they were once proud with some of the strongest ballads (Their Euro-pop songs were quite good too). Mostly led by a piano originally (before it escalates into some extremely powerful vocals... it's absolutely beautiful the way it turns out), this one involved Jody (yes, a guy... he even sounds like a girl) referencing different Biblical events, noting how Jesus and God influenced them, and shaped these events in the way they did. In the bridge, Jody ascribes God as the meaning behind everything, and in the final verse, Jesus' death on the cross and it's significance is portrayed by a quiet saddened tone. Nonetheless, another one to not miss out on.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=nutVz94Uhcs)
2. Eisley - Brightly Wound
I love Eisley. Easily one of my top 3 favourite artists. Although all their songs are extremely solid (and melodic in some eerie ways), none stands out as much as this one. An excerpt from a review I wrote years ago should describe it perfectly:
"Eisley continues on with another slow song (call it a ballad?) However, this one is amazingly touching, as Stacy and Sherri once again harmonize and intertwine their singing, creating an irresistible sound. Yet, even in this very harmonious moment, the drum finds its way into the song, making it even more beautiful. The lyrics include a lot of fantasy (dragons?) and seems like another love song, though the lyrics really leave the meaning open-ended."
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=iMaMXeDl9lg)
1. Nichole Nordeman - I Am
I don't know what to say. This song is perfect. It's the only song that can make me cry usually. Listen to it.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=ieVIW_NQoH0)
Barely Missing The Cut
11. Mandy Moore - Cry
12. Avalon - Orphans Of God
13. Phil Joel - The Man You Want Me To Be
14. Sanctus Real - The Face of Love
15. Backstreet Boys - I Still
16. Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me
17. Natalie Grant - The Real Me
18. Jars of Clay - Faith Enough
19. Acceptance - Different
20. Cool Hand Luke - Cinematic
10. Mandy Moore - Only Hope
Although this was originally performed by Switchfoot, I just love the way Mandy sings this one (A Walk To Remember). The piano accompaniment beats the one provided by Switchfoot, and the lyrics never fail to astound me.
The lyrics are a bit vague, which is why some understandably think it's about a relationship with a guy. But nonetheless, they are written beautifully, referencing the longing to be with God and the struggles in our journey there.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=U4DjOTfz1ik)
9. Joy Williams - I'm In Love With You
This acoustic-based love song (guitar/piano throughout) is just exceptional. The background doesn't impede, but enhances the words coming out of Joy's mouth. Creative references such as "leaving dreams" avoid repetitive cliques (although there are some in this song). I've played this a few times on the guitar, and I love it. Aside from "I Will Be Here" (from Steven Curtis Chapman), this is the song I love to perform for others.
Actually, I don't know why I adore this song. I can't really pinpoint what is so amazing about it. It's definitely a case where the sum is greater than its parts. So, yes, listen to it. It makes you wonder why Joy had to retire from singing.
(Link: http://www.myspace.com/joywilliamsmusic)
8. Nichole Nordeman - Every Season
So it is with You
And how You make me new
With every season’s change
And so it will be
As You are re-creating me
Summer, autumn, winter, spring
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=-dwpdZdvCl8)
7. Sufjan Stevens - The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades Is Out to Get Us!
Yes, the title is abnormally long. Classic Sufjan stuff. This piano ballad is a story of how Sufjan lost his best friend through some seemingly harmless joke or whatnot (the song is not very clear on this). The beauty that emanates throughout, however, is something to be adored. From a build-up from an acoustic guitar to a full band (including some more classical orchestra instruments) and a dying down to a mere simple conclusion. Just listen to it and find out for yourself.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=Rf5kG8drKaM)
6. Something Like Silas - Anchor of My Soul
The only worship song I have on this list (I'm generally not a tremendous fan of worship music... it's nice, but I find it a bit repetitive, lacking creativity and sometimes boring), it is, in fact, one of the less creative songs churned out by one of the best worship artists I've ever heard. The lead band of the modern church Flood, this band has come up with some great stuff (including using allusions and references not common in music) that vary from the awfully quiet to the rock-like tunes. However, this tune is relatively simplistic. It talks about how we've sinned, and is a plea for forgiveness from the One himself. I've played it once at Kairos Worship before, it's unfortunate I never got to follow up on this song.
(Couldn't find a link... sorry)
5. Nichole Nordeman - To Know You
Be patient with my doubt
I'm just tryin' to figure out Your will
And I really want to know You still
One of her first biggest hits, Nichole's sheer honesty comes out in this song, something we, unfortunately, rarely see in music nowadays. Others disguise their weakness, talking about God's holiness and grace. That's cool too (except when the songs all start sounding the same). But Nichole takes a totally different approach in this piece. She admits that she sometimes doubts God's existence, comparing herself to the disciple Thomas. At the end, Nichole makes a pledge to become more strong and adamant in her faith. Unlike most of her stronger pieces, this one does not involve her playing on the piano (much), but the lyrics remain powerful and true.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=13JKVABz5p0)
4. Nichole Nordeman - Why (Live)
Nichole writes this in the perspective of a young girl in Jesus' time on Earth. This piano ballad (I don't know if she ever recorded it... she performed it live and it ended up on one of her CDs) is astounding. It's believable (the way it is written could be from a young girl), and the different tones of voice and whatnot between Nichole, Jesus and God are interwoven perfectly.
The end climaxes with some powerful vocals and powerful accompaniment. Nichole is an amazing pianist. I can only aspire to be like her.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=BESAc3LRrUg)
3. Avalon - You Were There
Although Avalon has tailed off recently, they were once proud with some of the strongest ballads (Their Euro-pop songs were quite good too). Mostly led by a piano originally (before it escalates into some extremely powerful vocals... it's absolutely beautiful the way it turns out), this one involved Jody (yes, a guy... he even sounds like a girl) referencing different Biblical events, noting how Jesus and God influenced them, and shaped these events in the way they did. In the bridge, Jody ascribes God as the meaning behind everything, and in the final verse, Jesus' death on the cross and it's significance is portrayed by a quiet saddened tone. Nonetheless, another one to not miss out on.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=nutVz94Uhcs)
2. Eisley - Brightly Wound
I love Eisley. Easily one of my top 3 favourite artists. Although all their songs are extremely solid (and melodic in some eerie ways), none stands out as much as this one. An excerpt from a review I wrote years ago should describe it perfectly:
"Eisley continues on with another slow song (call it a ballad?) However, this one is amazingly touching, as Stacy and Sherri once again harmonize and intertwine their singing, creating an irresistible sound. Yet, even in this very harmonious moment, the drum finds its way into the song, making it even more beautiful. The lyrics include a lot of fantasy (dragons?) and seems like another love song, though the lyrics really leave the meaning open-ended."
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=iMaMXeDl9lg)
1. Nichole Nordeman - I Am
I don't know what to say. This song is perfect. It's the only song that can make me cry usually. Listen to it.
(Link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=ieVIW_NQoH0)
Barely Missing The Cut
11. Mandy Moore - Cry
12. Avalon - Orphans Of God
13. Phil Joel - The Man You Want Me To Be
14. Sanctus Real - The Face of Love
15. Backstreet Boys - I Still
16. Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me
17. Natalie Grant - The Real Me
18. Jars of Clay - Faith Enough
19. Acceptance - Different
20. Cool Hand Luke - Cinematic
Monday, July 14, 2008
Book Recommendations
On a lighter note, I was wondering if anyone had some good books to read. Because of my self-imposed limit on the computer, I really need some new reading material.
Comment here/shoot me an e-mail/msn me (which seems to be the method of preference).
Comment here/shoot me an e-mail/msn me (which seems to be the method of preference).
Friday, July 11, 2008
The End
And that was the end of Vacation Bible School, a memorable, unforgettable week.
Just another nail in the coffin. A way of leaving and not coming back.
But with every end, there is a new beginning
Just another nail in the coffin. A way of leaving and not coming back.
But with every end, there is a new beginning
Monday, July 7, 2008
Day 1 of Vacation Bible School
WOW.
I guess it's going to be a long week. An enjoyable one at that, but trying to manage one of the kids has driven me to the wall. He just runs around everywhere (infinite energy?) and cannot settle down. Wish me luck.
One of the girls in grade 2 did not show up, unfortunately. It may be awkward for her, however, as the other 4 group members are all classmates. Ahh, I feel for her.
My assistant, Michelle, was new, but extremely good with working with the two girls in the class. It helped me divert my focus towards the two guys, who were quite rowdy.
Oh, and it's quite embarrassing when you're a 17-year old guy and are into the songs (singing/actions) much more than any of the children.
Day one over... day two is just beginning!
I guess it's going to be a long week. An enjoyable one at that, but trying to manage one of the kids has driven me to the wall. He just runs around everywhere (infinite energy?) and cannot settle down. Wish me luck.
One of the girls in grade 2 did not show up, unfortunately. It may be awkward for her, however, as the other 4 group members are all classmates. Ahh, I feel for her.
My assistant, Michelle, was new, but extremely good with working with the two girls in the class. It helped me divert my focus towards the two guys, who were quite rowdy.
Oh, and it's quite embarrassing when you're a 17-year old guy and are into the songs (singing/actions) much more than any of the children.
Day one over... day two is just beginning!
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Healthy Eating
Since I don't REALLY count calories (only when I want to, or only when I'm in one of those paranoid moods), I think I've been getting a bit tubby. Yes, I know that drinking 3 starbucks drinks per day (hey, at least I generally don't ingest any caffeine from these) and eating a whole pack of crackers late at night isn't exactly the right way to go. And yes, the bubble tea I've been having lately at Estea is probably destroying my cholesterol...
Nonetheless, I've been trying to exercise. My fitness-related activities this summer (so far) have included playing ultimate*,going for a run everyday, working out my finger muscles on the computer, and doing pushups in front of the TV**.
Today, I played ultimate*again, even though I happened to be one of the worst people there (since there were some people on the Provincial team who decided to show up). Nonetheless, it was pretty scary. I'm pretty sure I was one of the weaker ones there too. Two of the other girls there practice Mixed Martial Arts recreationally, and the others didn't look exactly puny either. They could probably beat me up if they wanted to. Then again, I think that's how its always been. Hmm.
It's interesting, because my dad, for awhile, worked very hard to have a toned body. Of course, it's not really in our genes, and within a year of stopping, he lost everything. So, really, what's the point? I know when I fly off to Waterloo I'm going to be eating burgers and fries everyday anyway. I might as well save the hassle and get used to having a beerbelly, right?
So... any ideas out there with how to save my flabby abs? I should probably start with cutting down on the unhealthy food I eat. *Crunches on garlic croutons*
* Playing ultimate refers to playing a grand total of 1 hour
** Cumulative pushup count at under 40
Nonetheless, I've been trying to exercise. My fitness-related activities this summer (so far) have included playing ultimate*,
Today, I played ultimate*
It's interesting, because my dad, for awhile, worked very hard to have a toned body. Of course, it's not really in our genes, and within a year of stopping, he lost everything. So, really, what's the point? I know when I fly off to Waterloo I'm going to be eating burgers and fries everyday anyway. I might as well save the hassle and get used to having a beerbelly, right?
So... any ideas out there with how to save my flabby abs? I should probably start with cutting down on the unhealthy food I eat. *Crunches on garlic croutons*
* Playing ultimate refers to playing a grand total of 1 hour
** Cumulative pushup count at under 40
Friday, July 4, 2008
Why?
One wonders how and why we can possibly have so little regard and concern for others around us. Constant television ads for World Vision and other humanitarian organizations blare on the screens which we treasure so dearly. Representatives speak at schools, groups and other places of interest, where people can learn about the struggles and the strife that occurs all around the world. Throw a couple of dollars, get a nice tax receipt anyway... the money is always useful, but you don't really lose much, do you?
Yet we all seem to forget those nearby. There are tens of thousands of people living in the Downtown East Side (DTES), but they are given the cold shoulder treatment by the citizens of Vancouver. Government policy clearly has not worked (See: Low-Income Housing), and the new Tory government in power since early 2006 has managed to implement an extremely conservative (any surprise?) fiscal policy. The fact is that there are very few who take the time out there to display kindness to the people unfortunate enough to be living in these areas.
Still, it's hard to imagine this kind of pain. In the past, I've seen videos, newspaper clippings, presentations, and whatnot, about this topic. It never hit me as hard as it did today, volunteering at a street church. Dozens of people lined up to receive a hot dog, along with either coffee or water. Music, along with a sermon, was presented by volunteers. Very few stayed, with most choosing to receive the food before leaving the single-room entity immediately. I had the opportunity to talk to someone who came for coffee and food, and although the conversation was not sparkling, it hopefully meant being friendly to the guy and helping him realize that there are people out there who really care for him. Nonetheless, it still saddened me to see them lacking much hope for a bright future.
What hit me hardest, however, was when I looked out the back window and caught sight of one of the people who had previously received a hot dog. The man was just walking outside... but I struggled with how it was. Was there a way to really help them in the long run? Hot dogs can feed them for a day, but it doesn't fix a single major problem.
There has to be something that can be done. Living in ignorance of this fact won't help.
Yet we all seem to forget those nearby. There are tens of thousands of people living in the Downtown East Side (DTES), but they are given the cold shoulder treatment by the citizens of Vancouver. Government policy clearly has not worked (See: Low-Income Housing), and the new Tory government in power since early 2006 has managed to implement an extremely conservative (any surprise?) fiscal policy. The fact is that there are very few who take the time out there to display kindness to the people unfortunate enough to be living in these areas.
Still, it's hard to imagine this kind of pain. In the past, I've seen videos, newspaper clippings, presentations, and whatnot, about this topic. It never hit me as hard as it did today, volunteering at a street church. Dozens of people lined up to receive a hot dog, along with either coffee or water. Music, along with a sermon, was presented by volunteers. Very few stayed, with most choosing to receive the food before leaving the single-room entity immediately. I had the opportunity to talk to someone who came for coffee and food, and although the conversation was not sparkling, it hopefully meant being friendly to the guy and helping him realize that there are people out there who really care for him. Nonetheless, it still saddened me to see them lacking much hope for a bright future.
What hit me hardest, however, was when I looked out the back window and caught sight of one of the people who had previously received a hot dog. The man was just walking outside... but I struggled with how it was. Was there a way to really help them in the long run? Hot dogs can feed them for a day, but it doesn't fix a single major problem.
There has to be something that can be done. Living in ignorance of this fact won't help.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Day One: Success!
Hey...
I think I made it through one day. Less than 3 hours of computer, coupled with no TV time. Oh, and of course, no buying new clothes either, hehehe. So far, smooth.
This past week has seen some of my friends depart. A graduation trip to Japan and Hong Kong meant that a few of my close friends left, and I will not see them for awhile, and, in a couple of cases, ever. This upcoming weekend, another three will leave.
This made me wonder about the continuation of life. How do we move on? What can we do to ease the process?
I got some stuff from Waterloo today. Some personally written messages from members of the Waterloo community to help me feel welcome. Will I share the same sentiments? Will I find people similar to me? I know when I went there twice, I couldn't find a single person who shared my interests. They were all quite.... nerdy.
Anyway, I was blessed to meet a few new people today. Of course, it seems to hardly matter when a loss of communication is bound to happen nearly immediately.
Nonetheless, prepare for a plethora of posts as I near the start of university.
I think I made it through one day. Less than 3 hours of computer, coupled with no TV time. Oh, and of course, no buying new clothes either, hehehe. So far, smooth.
This past week has seen some of my friends depart. A graduation trip to Japan and Hong Kong meant that a few of my close friends left, and I will not see them for awhile, and, in a couple of cases, ever. This upcoming weekend, another three will leave.
This made me wonder about the continuation of life. How do we move on? What can we do to ease the process?
I got some stuff from Waterloo today. Some personally written messages from members of the Waterloo community to help me feel welcome. Will I share the same sentiments? Will I find people similar to me? I know when I went there twice, I couldn't find a single person who shared my interests. They were all quite.... nerdy.
Anyway, I was blessed to meet a few new people today. Of course, it seems to hardly matter when a loss of communication is bound to happen nearly immediately.
Nonetheless, prepare for a plethora of posts as I near the start of university.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Resolutions: Simplifying Life
I think that I need to simplify life a bit. I've thought about the money I spend wastefully, and about the time I lose by myself on the computer or sitting in front of the couch watching TV.
So I've come up with a list of what I will do, commencing immediately.
Any other recommendations? I know these changes are wimpy and small, but I gotta start somewhere.
Be prepared to see less of me on MSN.
So I've come up with a list of what I will do, commencing immediately.
- Limit TV time to 5 hours a week. Yes, it's cheating. That should allow me for 1 hour for Grey's Anatomy, and 3 hours for Big Brother (when BB is not on, I will cut this down to 3 hours a week) and one hour for news/sports. This should save me anywhere from 0 - 6 hours/week (depending on the time of year) to read, enjoy a real Sabbath, give more attention to helping my family with errands, or just having fellowship with friends.
- Limit Computer time to 4.5 hours a day. That sounds like a lot, doesn't it? Consider that I just spent about 11 hours today on the computer, and you can understand. Baby steps. Baby steps. The time saved is enormous here, so much that I might give myself leeway with the TV restriction if I can keep this one religiously. I notice that I rarely have enough time with God nowadays.... this is where I can start. (Oh, PLEASE keep me accountable... if you notice me on msn for a prolonged period of time, TELL ME!)
- Spend less money on clothes. Yes, I am not really frugal at ALL (this one is really gonna kill me too). The money saved, however, is better used towards other things. Getting others nicer gifts. Sponsoring a child. The possibilities are limitless. One thing I know, however, is that wherever it goes, it's gonna be a much better alternative than getting myself a new outfit. Oh, and if you've ever seen my closet... I don't wear about 50% of what's in there. So I definitely don't need anything else. Maybe a winter jacket/boots so I don't get hypothermia in Ontario... but other than that... yeah.
- Walk to work. I won't always do this... but if work starts later than 9:00 AM/ends before 8:30 PM (so it's not dark outside or whatnot), I will walk to work to save on the gas. Monetary reasons, once again. Plus, the exercise is good for me. AND the walk to work is so scenic, it will help me enjoy God's creation once again. In the future, I may change this to bike to work no matter what, so I don't lose too much sleep hehe.
- NEW: Do not text while eating. I should be able to engage in enjoyable and meaningful conversation with those around me. Texting will not be used as an interruption or distraction anymore. This should save me a lot of time to spend with others (in addition to a bit of money, though not too significant in this case)
Any other recommendations? I know these changes are wimpy and small, but I gotta start somewhere.
Be prepared to see less of me on MSN.
The One
If anyone's curious, my friends and I just spent a few hours on a boring summer afternoon lip syncing a video of Backstreet Boy's "The One"...
Right Here. Don't Laugh.
Make sure you set it to high quality or else the timing seems to be a bit off, unfortunately...
Sorry, that was a bit random, and that was from awhile ago (the title just reminded me of that). On a more serious note, I'm getting the chills about leaving for Waterloo. Everyone else seems to be staying. Church friends, non-church friends, everyone. To be fair, some of my school friends are migrating to some place in the East called the United Kingdom or something, and a couple are heading over South in time to have November's Presidential Election affect the way they live. But really, I'm going to be left alone. And it sucks to be left alone.
I guess I've always been sheltered in some sort of way. Going to church made it easy to find friends. As well, the immense and deep familial connections that my parents have also helped me get to know others. Heading East will erase all of that in some twisted way. Going to a new city, without knowing a single person. I guess I'm going to find out what it feels like to be uprooted.
Fortunately, I had the chance to talk to my cousin yesterday, J.B, who, himself, went to Toronto for his graduate studies. He reminded me that I may have been forgetting God in the equation.
It's funny to think back a bit. Now that I think of it, there's only one thing that hasn't change and won't change, and that is God. The ways he carries me through this new adventure may be different than before, but the blessings will continue to be there. I guess sometimes I try to get through these tests myself. Yet we all know where the truth lies.
God, you're still the same. You have been and always will. Help me to remember what you have given me, and help me let go and trust you.
PS: Nichole Nordeman - I Am
(You may need an account at imeem.com to listen)
Right Here. Don't Laugh.
Make sure you set it to high quality or else the timing seems to be a bit off, unfortunately...
Sorry, that was a bit random, and that was from awhile ago (the title just reminded me of that). On a more serious note, I'm getting the chills about leaving for Waterloo. Everyone else seems to be staying. Church friends, non-church friends, everyone. To be fair, some of my school friends are migrating to some place in the East called the United Kingdom or something, and a couple are heading over South in time to have November's Presidential Election affect the way they live. But really, I'm going to be left alone. And it sucks to be left alone.
I guess I've always been sheltered in some sort of way. Going to church made it easy to find friends. As well, the immense and deep familial connections that my parents have also helped me get to know others. Heading East will erase all of that in some twisted way. Going to a new city, without knowing a single person. I guess I'm going to find out what it feels like to be uprooted.
Fortunately, I had the chance to talk to my cousin yesterday, J.B, who, himself, went to Toronto for his graduate studies. He reminded me that I may have been forgetting God in the equation.
It's funny to think back a bit. Now that I think of it, there's only one thing that hasn't change and won't change, and that is God. The ways he carries me through this new adventure may be different than before, but the blessings will continue to be there. I guess sometimes I try to get through these tests myself. Yet we all know where the truth lies.
God, you're still the same. You have been and always will. Help me to remember what you have given me, and help me let go and trust you.
PS: Nichole Nordeman - I Am
(You may need an account at imeem.com to listen)
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